Well, I have woken a few days in a row now, greatly wondering Valorn in search of new places - even those once known but forgotten (atleast by me) I miss most my friends but have been able to speak to a few of them, including Brisingr who is one of my longest most best friend ever! He helped me out during the hard times, when i struggled to find motivation and to keep me company during times of training with light and other magical enchantments.

I remember trailing to ethucan and all the fine designs, I've always marvelled after them, their complex design show-boated in the simplest of forms. Gold and silver intertwined like a forbidden friendship, so callously defiant than ever before. Yet I stare in amazement at ones intellectual ability to persuade ones mind into doing anything at all without one knowing it. I swear them guards have a way with that.

On another note, I've seen many faces from when I woke for the first time, in so many moons again it was nice to see their passing faces on the way to train or commute with other people and the raids have been slow and steady so not much of a rush for some people. It was nice just sitting in milltown centre like old times and the twitch from my nerve cell is getting on my nerves, literally to speak as it keeps making me feel slightly odd. I have tried many ointments to sooth it but it isnt giving up, its like the rabbits on the mountain paths when they are hunting for food. I must say its a beautiful site hiding in the grasses and watching the lesser threats to me bounce about happily before getting slaughtered by some eager defender of valorn.

I always knew I made a good choice coming back, Hellow Valorn, Emma Darkstorm at your service.

It has been so long since I haven woken, yet again the slumber gets the better of me. I keep wondering if anyone I know is still out there, I remember a few of you,,
Brisingr Blaze, Lilly, Talin, Celestia, Lowrenzo

Whether your still around makes me wonder, as I am blind.

Valorn seems still the very same place I left many moons ago, I still wonder what changes have been made tho.

Please forgive me for sleeping so long and neglecting the land I once so walked with pride, now I hide my head as I fear from strangers and everyone around me, I almost miss them days where Everyone was just as friendly, but on my awakening, I saw nobody it was deserted even where I wondered, Is there anyone left?

Anyway, in my slumber I dreamt of the many times I sat a comfort with friends those who slept long before me, now I return clueless and with complete lack of knowledge of how to survive - I'm literally stumped.

Hello, Journal once again.
Maybe my ability to stay awake will be achievable this time?
xoxo